December 31, 2017. Thanks be to God we made it. It is very cold and getting colder. My father used to say, “Don’t let the New Year meet you inside. Go outside and feel the New Year breeze.” The moment you hear the clock strikes midnight, gun shots starts to shatter the serenity of the night. We stay inside and thank God for making us see another year. Praying for a better year.

A sad situation. Seven adults and five children were killed in a fire in the Bronx, NY. RIP. Fourteen other people were injured.

Dear God, I pray that the relatives and friends get strength and courage.

A happy Thursday to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe.

Psalm 11:6; Upon the wicked He will rain snares; Fire and brimstone and burning wind will be the portion of their cup.

Revelation 14:10; He also will drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is mixed in full strength in the cup of His anger; and he will be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb.

Revelation 21:8; "But for the cowardly and unbelieving and abominable and murderers and immoral persons and sorcerers and idolaters and all liars, their part will be in the lake that burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death."

Some people from their race would screw them over; Right side! Left side! Upside! Downside! In all ways possible, but they hate black people!

I say, “Ignorance is bliss to a fool! And “The fool takes no delight in understanding, but rather in displaying what he thinks. — Proverb 18:2

Have a wonderful day. Enjoy and be safe.

I grew up in a home when you woke up on a morning you shower, applied deodorant, and you dressed for school, work or lazing. When you arrived home from school, work or idling you shower and then apply deodorant again. I would apply if I am going out again, if I am staying home I don’t reapply. Anyway, my reason for talking about this is the commercials I am seeing for deodorants that you can reply especially if you sweat a lot.

I know if you have an underarm problem, my parents used to tell us to bathe with a lime. You cut the lime in half take it into the shower. After you soap and rinse off, you rub the lime under your arms then you squeeze the juice, rubbing it under your arm and over your body, rinse off, dry yourself then apply deodorant. Lime juice does work. It makes you sweat less and you smell fresh all day. 

Christmas morning ah helpin’ the wife to put up curtain.

The big fowl cock started crowing,

Ah say girl, somebody comin’…

Christmas is coming and you might visit relatives, friends or they might visit you. Pay attention to your children. Your friends are not your children’s friends and children should not sit with the adults. The adult’s conversation should not be for your children’s ears.

Have a nice day. Enjoy and be safe.

A Happy Wednesday to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe.

If you are sick and you were told that you shouldn’t eat certain foods remember your doctor did not tell you that your family shouldn’t eat it. Especially if you suffer with high blood pressure and your doctor told you to cut down on salt. Cut out salt for yourself not your family.  

A friend was telling me that he never had a problem with his boss for his salary. Last month his boss had a situation with his bank account and the bank freeze the account.

My friend deposited his salary check and everything was fine until his boss’s situation. It caused a really horrible trickle-down effect. His bank cancelled the check and his boss gave him another check which he deposited into his bank account. His bank told him they will only honor one half of the check and they will hold the other half for ten days to make sure the same situation doesn’t occur again.

This is the beginning of what life has suddenly become. You are at the mercy of the dollar devils.  

An Amtrak train derailed falling onto the highway in Washington State.  Multiple fatalities and 77 people have been taken to the local hospitals.

Trump now saying that it’s about time to fix infrastructure. Obama have been saying that America’s roads, bridges, train lines etc. needs repairs, but he was ignored. Now the shit is hitting the fan. 

Happy Friday and happy shopping to you. Have a nice day and be safe. Remember save some of the money for a rainy day. A rainy day can start in a flash.

I saw a video of a boy beating a girl in a maxi-taxi. They looked like high school children in a situation, but then I realized it was a man beating a woman. The most heartbreaking part of that situation was when the man got off the maxi-taxi the driver told the woman to get off. Other people in the maxi were egging her to get off. I was disgusted to see not one man or woman on the maxi tried to help the woman. They all berated her. A little piece of a man, a battered woman and ignorant asses riding in a maxi-taxi.

Most men have no respect for: WOMEN! THE BIRTH CANAL! THE VAGINA!

Pregnancy is traumatic. You go through nine months of mind, body and soul gloomy harsh feelings and it gets worst if you are alone. Men should have respect for women especially for her vagina the place they travel through to complete their birth, but they abuse, rape, disgrace and degrade women. Women are not taking it anymore and it’s about time and I know, God is on our side.

Here we go again. Another disrespectful man. 5 women accused Mario Batali of groping them… He is off the CHEW.

Every day is a new day and some people selfishly do things to please themselves. They don’t ever think about how they are disrupting other people’s lives. The man who had the explosives yesterday terrified the people who were in the vicinity and upset the rest of us with his extremism, he caused problems for people of his ethnicity and many others. When will the tit-for-tat end? 

I always wondered about ‘leads us into temptation’ part in the LORD’s Prayer.

Pope Francis doesn’t agree about that part in the LORD’s Prayer. ‘Lead us into temptation’. Pope Francis said, “I am the one who falls. It’s not God pushing me into temptation to then see how I have fallen. A father doesn’t do that; a father helps you to get up immediately. It’s Satan who leads us into temptation — that’s his department.”

BREAKING NEWS! An explosion at Port Authority, Time Square. All those who are riding the train this morning be safe… on your P’s and Q’s.

Some people don’t care. They live for the moment.

Negroes - Sweet and docile, Meek, humble, and kind: Beware the day - They change their mind. ― Langston Hughes (1902-1967)

Happy Saturday to you and yours. Enjoy and be safe.

Republican US Senate seat nominee, Roy Moore, has been accused of sexual wrongdoings of teenage girls. He also believes America was a better place during slavery. Whatever is the outcome of this election, we will know the mindset of the people of Alabama.

The sins of the parents falls upon the children and God said, “I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me. Ex. 20:5

Southern California wildfires

http://abcnews.go.com/US/southern-california-wildfires-burn-containment-conditions-worsen/story?id=51638141

He is an egotistical ass. He is a liar and he is controversial. Some places in America are burning down yet he is stirring up conflict in other parts of the world.

‘Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us’. Thank you, God, for making us see another day! Thank you, God, for mercy.

A happy Wednesday to you and yours. Have a nice day and be safe. Remember to buy the item because you need it. Don’t buy it because you want your neighbor to see that you have something new. 

God said, ‘World without end’, but where is man taking the world. Most of them who are in charge are; greedy, unmannerly, egotistical, narcissistic, self-centered, big-headed, arrogant so I wonder what are they going to do next.

A happy safe Monday to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe. Remember not to stress about the person/s who speaks ill about you. Be happy that you are important to someone. You are so important to them that they share their time and space thinking and talking about you, in this God-forsaken world. Do not get a sleepless night about them. Don’t share your time and space with them.

A wonderful safe day to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe.

Sarah came into the bed room, after we exchanged pleasantries she said, “Mom did you hear that the CEO of Golden Krust killed himself?”

“WHAT!” I was shocked… “Are you serious?” Harold walked in the same time and said, “Yeah. I forgot to tell you.”

I am really surprised because I always heard good things about him. In this life we really don’t know what others are faced with. RIP Mr. Lowell Hawthorne.

I pray that your family and friends get strength and courage to face the days ahead.

Did anyone ever thief something from you, you know that they took your item/s yet you say nothing to them, leave them with it because you feel ashamed for them? When things like that happens to me I always whisper to myself, ‘Oh gosh ah shame for so and so, ah never thought they go stoop so low. They could afford to buy one but they felt like depriving me of my own, they like it more than me. Jealousy is ah hell of ah thing oui.”

A wonderful safe day to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe.

When you are going to do something that is wrong and it can cause a problem in your life the spirit within warns you not to do it, yet you go ahead and do it. After you do it and the repercussion of what you did takes over, you start praying, calling God to help you. Though luck. It doesn’t matter how long it takes truth prevails.

Be kind, loving and respectful. Have a nice day and be safe.

Plenty men ass winking because they are worried that their name is on the list only to be revealed. I am sure many women are being offered $ to shut up.

And the sexual transgressions are exploding. Rich, powerful men are being shamed for their disrespect and it is about time. Matt Lauer has been fired from NBC because of a complaint about inappropriate sexual transgression.

The man is arrogant, insulting, disrespectful just down right heartless, but then he is in that high seat in order for the world to see America at its best. The Native Americans are a very upstanding respectable people and they are being dishonored daily. God elevates us to positions to see our performance and then he brings us to our knees when we are dishonorable. 

Prince Harry is engaged to Meghan Markle and yes she is an African American woman.

Breaking News. Well we all heard the Harvey Weinstein, Charlie Rose, even Ryan Seacrest, and many others named in sexual transgression against many yet the breaking news, big news report this morning; Malia Obama was smoking weed. I did not smoke weed, I did smoke cigarettes, but who did not light up in their teenage years?  I know that the media was looking for a story about a black person to cap down all the hurtful, shameful sexual predicaments that is taking place about the people in their clique.

The black-man is always used as the scapegoat to cover up other’s bullshit. One day soon there is going to be an end to the black-man’s dilemma.

Have a nice day. Enjoy and be safe.

A happy safe and wonderful thanksgiving to you and your family.

I must talk first about Tarana Burke. She started ‘ME TOO’ and to date, ME TOO is exploding. Everyday a new asshole’s name is called but if you look at the history and what happened to the black woman working out in the fields! The slave master would grab the women although they have a husband and rape them. Even the young children were brutalized. It really doesn’t matter how long it takes, LIFE have a way of making truth prevail.

https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/20/us/me-too-movement-tarana-burke.html

A happy safe Tuesday to you and yours.

When the old folks used to remind us that misery, loves company they were right. These men who abuse and sexually violate live in hell and these women who stand by them are living there with them. They are the most abused women. I don’t believe that you can be happy living in the presence of a man who disrespect you and others. I am not helping no man try to cover up abuse… I am not living a stressful life.

A wonderful Sunday to you and yours. Have a nice day and be safe.

Happy Saturday to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe. I doh wash meh dirty linen in public but it is about time ah set it right about the $10,000.00 I am hearing from so many people about it.

To forgive is asking for forgiveness for yourself because we are all sinners. ‘Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us’.

I think it was 1985 or 86 or 87 my brother Paul loaned me $10,000.00 for my now ex-husband David so he could set up his woodwork factory. David was to pay him back but he never did. I migrated to the US in 1989 and the plan was for David to make payments to Paul but he did not. My brother Paul told me that I owed him and I have to pay him back. We can work out something. If he need anything in the US I would buy it and he would minus from the $10,000.00. I did purchase many items for him. I thought he was deducting the amounts until I met his wife Sybil (deceased). The first day Sybil and I met she said to me, “If you would give my husband his $10,000.00 you all would have a better relationship.” I was hurt yet shocked that after all my purchased I still owed him $10,000.00.

One day while my son Paul was in college, I was talking to my brother Paul about this and that then he said, “Don’t worry about the $10,000.00, give it to Paul to help with his college. I told him thanks but in my heart, I know that I have to pay him back his $10,000.00 because he would not stop telling people that I owed him it. Just last week someone told me that they heard that I owe Paul $10,000.00.

The things I did for Paul, I thank God for giving me the means to do it and I forgive him for the hurt and shame. 

It always takes a woman to bring a wicked man to his knees. Women have been doing it for 1,000 of years. 2017 and some men did not get the memo; ‘Have respect for yourself and for others’.  

These men are not just wicked they are creepy. The woman is asleep and he is smiling with his both hands on her breast. 

Don’t put your life on hold for a promise. A promise is a comfort for a fool.

A happy Thursday to you and yours. Have a nice day and be safe.

Your Happiness started. You woke up to see another day. Thanks be to God. Stop complaining and worrying about who lied about you. You cannot recover from a lie because someone is going to believe it so don’t try to defend yourself. Leave the liar. He or she is paving their way to hell. I know God. He takes care of liars. He takes care of us and He will see you through the hurt and pain.

Enjoy your day and be safe. 

“Thank you, God, for hearing the sound of my voice. “Thank you, God, for answering me. Amen.

A wonderful safe day to you, Enjoy and be safe.

Have a nice safe Monday.

Remember; You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Wayne Dyer (1940-2015)

Happy Sunday to you and yours. Forgive those who sin against you so that you will be forgiven, but remember, do not forget.

Enjoy your day and be safe.

A wonderful Saturday to you and yours. Just remember heaven and hell is right here on this earth so all sexual predators are in hell. Those who are not caught are facing a worse hell, fearfully hoping that their victim/s stays silent.

And life goes on. World without end, AMEN! 

I thank God for making us see another day. A blessed safe Friday to you and yours. Remember truth prevails.

Best wishes Mayor De Blasio.

Some people lying, cheating, stealing for a piece of the action. When they get it, they don’t know what the hell to do with it.

Have a nice day. Enjoy and be safe.

I thank God for making us see another day.

A wonderful safe Saturday to you and yours.

My father and I used to have great conversations. He told me a woman never walks away from anything that is good so if she leaves him, that man is no damn good!

He also told me when you meet a man and he starts bad-talking a woman, walk away from him. End the friendship because he is going to bad-talk you. Men need to respect women. They carried us for nine months and they keep doing it until we die.

Happy Friday to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe. Remember; ‘As a man thinketh in his hearth so is he’.

Tit for tat is going on making everyday life volatile, changing the peaceful way of life. I never thought that man would kill man without qualms, but George Benson sang it right.

Everything must change. Nothing stays the same. Everyone must change. Nothing stays the same. Young become the old. Mysteries do unfold. ‘Cause that’s the way of time. Nothing and no one goes unchanged. There are not many things in life you can be sure of, Rain comes from the clouds, sun lights up the sky, and hummingbirds do fly. Winter turns to spring. Wounded heart will heal, yes it will, but never much too soon. 

Eight people died and dozens injured after a truck driver drove his truck down a bicycle path, in Manhattan, New York. LORD have mercy.

The devil is showing up in some people causing anguish.

A wonderful safe day to you and yours.

Yesterday was my son Paul’s 27^th birthday. It was a wonderful day. He wanted Mexican food so we ordered, stayed in and sang Happy Birthday, listen to 80’s music, eat and talked. A lot of hysterical moments. I would love to post a picture of him but he doesn’t like FB although he has a FB page. He doesn’t post or even go on it so when he gives me the ok I will post a picture. One thing, yes Paul is 27 but to me he looks like a 20-year-old. I can’t say that to him.

Mothers and Fathers and care-givers of Trinidad and Tobago, if you have children in school, you need to watch this video. It is very disturbing to hear, but you need to be aware of what is going on in schools across Trinbago.

A few weeks ago, someone whatsapp me a video of children in a class room in Trinbago. There was one boy in a boxer shorts looking a bit scared. The leader of the group said, “Go and Fuck him now!” The video ended and my skin crawled. I hoped nothing happened to that young man was not hurt, but yesterday I saw a video where a man was talking about a classroom situation where a young man was sodomized. All I have to say is “Dear God have mercy.”

I used to like to watch Benson. He was hilarious.

Robert Guillaume – 1927-2017

Some people are natural born liars and they are knocking on hell’s door. My father used to say that heaven and hell is right here on earth so when you commit that sinful deed you can’t live in peace. Your conscience is going to bug you.

Enjoy your day and be safe.

Happy Sunday to you and yours. Enjoy your day and be safe.

When you are violated you feel afraid, humiliated and you also feel that no one will believe you. If you have been violated, you need to tell someone. Let the culprit/s know that you are not protecting them. Transfer the shame back to him or her. Talk about it.

Tarana Burke, started ‘Me Too”. She started this movement for women who were sexually harassed or assaulted. Now others jumped on the ban-wagon acting as though they started it.

It is not a good thing if you have been violated and you accept payment for the violation with stipulations that you cannot talk about what the person did to you. I believe if you are silent the money means more to, but you don’t realize that you are giving the perpetrator permission to do what he or she did to you, to others.  

Harvey Weinstein paid off some of his victims and they kept quiet so he kept doing the same horrible thing over and over to others. 

Some people are just egotistical and some are just greedy. Whatever the reason they are just selfish and selfishness runs very deep. After the hurricanes devastated neighboring countries around Trinidad and Tobago, Trinbagonians were asked to help others. Take someone to live in their home. I know some people cannot live with anyone in their home, but there are some people who can and could help. Even those who were able to help refused to help.

The measure you give is the measure you receive. Look at what is happening in Trinbago today. Floods. Water destruction all over the Island.

Selfishness comes from friends, strangers even relatives. I remember when 9/11 happened, my family and I were scared. We did not know what was going to happen next, but we made a plan that whatever happened we were going to stick together. One day I called Trinidad and spoked to a relative. He said to me, he saw what happened to the World Trade Center etc, but if I am planning to come home make sure I have money. Don’t come home without money.

Like I said selfishness runs very deep. The measure you give is the measure you will receive.

Have a nice day. Enjoy and be safe

All the phones in my home going off. Troy New York, AMBER Alert for a 3-month-old baby. I pray for this baby’s safety. A 1999 Black Honda Accord 4 door sedan. HRU2020 (NY).

A wonderful safe day to you and yours.

The fact is that since you're a divine creation who originated in the world of Spirit, you have exactly the right amount of smarts to accomplish all that you need and want to do while you're here on earth. It's all perfect... and so are you! Wayne Dyer (1940-2015)

He is a white rich man who sexually violated more than 12 women. America and England are both investigating Harvey Weinstein. Weinstein puts a spin on his sexual violation problems. He said that everybody makes mistakes and he is going to therapy. A situation might be a mistake when it is done on one occasion. A mistake is never repeated. He did it more than 12 times so it is a habit. He is white and rich so let’s see how the law enforcers handles this matter.  

Have a lovely Tuesday. Enjoy your day and be safe. Remember, when someone doesn’t like you they always show you by their behavior towards you. Don’t ignore what they do to you.

A bully is never alone. He or she always have three or four patsies. These patsies are also being bullied. They do everything the bully tells them to do and the bully controls everyone.

One day, some years ago, I was bringing Sarah home from elementary school. A boy was in front of us, walking in the distance. Suddenly some boys passed us running, when they got to the boy, one of them from the group pushed the victim and he took off his backpack, then he punched the boy who pushed him. The boy grabbed him and held him tightly. The other boys started punching and kicking the victim.

Sarah said, “Mom I am scared. Let’s cross the street.”

I told her no I will handle it. When we got to the boys, I said, “Let him go! Stop hitting him, right now!”

They all did and looked angrily at me, but I said, “You are holding him and the three of you are hitting him. That is not right. Four of you against him. You pushed him and he defended himself so what did he do to the others? Not a damn thing, yet you are beating him up. What is wrong with you all?” I turned to the bully and continued, “You started it so I am guessing that you want to fight so fight him one-on-one. The rest of you stay out of it!”

The victim said, “Ok let’s fight.”

The bully stood looking a bit scared for a moment then he quickly took up his backpack, turned and started walking quickly back to where he came from. The lackeys also took up their bags and followed the bully.

The victim continued on his way home.”

I told Sarah the same thing I told Paul years ago. I said, “You might end up in a situation where you might be bullied. More than one person might be attacking you. You can’t over power all of them so you must focus on the one you can get your hands on. Hold that one and drop a bite on him or her. The one you are biting will cry out from the pain, but don’t let him go until the others stop attacking you. They would put their focus on their friend.”

“But I will get in trouble,” Sarah said.

“There are cases where you have to defend yourself and that might be the only way you could.”

I hope you are having a lovely day. Enjoy and be safe. Thanks be to God we are seeing another day so remember to look around you and embrace your happiness. 

Fire! It is one of the scariest devastating things! Dear God Mercy for California.

Death toll from Northern California fires jumps to 31;

http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-northern-california-firestorms-20171012-story.html

Happy Friday to you and yours. Have a nice day and be safe.

Your life is like a play with several acts. Some of the characters who enter have short roles to play, others, much larger. Some are villains and others are good guys. But all of them are necessary; otherwise, they wouldn't be in the play. Embrace them all, and move on to the next act. Wayne Dyer (1940-2015)

We are all immigrants and we are living here without a problem from the Native Americans. Ego-driven men are ignoring that fact, but the bible says;

Numbers 35:33-34. Do not pollute the land where you are. Bloodshed pollutes the land, and atonement cannot be made for the land on which blood has been shed, except by the blood of the one who shed it.  Do not defile the land where you live and where I dwell, for I, the Lord, dwell among the Israelites.

Proverb 23:10-11. Do not move an ancient landmark or enter the fields of the fatherless, for their Redeemer is strong; he will plead their cause against you.

Deuteronomy 19:14. Do not move your neighbor’s boundary stone set up by your predecessors in the inheritance you receive in the land the Lord your God is giving you to possess.